THIS TOO SHALL PASS

alexander wang

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min dator är väldigt ofta det vidrigaste jag vet och lite som mitt liv i allmänhet. det fungerar aldrig helt som det ska någon lång tid. jag förväntar mig inte ens någonting längre. ibland, då man faktiskt börjat hoppas och funnit ett visst lugn så går något sönder. när något lagats förstörs något annat. livet är vad som händer medans jag försöker reparera, känns det som ibland.

hyfsat underbart med high fidelity- citat under huden livet ut må jag säga. bra dag idag. två fina F. hyfsat likgiltig inför det där med julafton men klagar väl inte. bröderna är här båda två och whiskey dricks. gött. cobrabild, btw.

ash stymest är blott 17 år och hedi slimanes
(och min) senaste älskling. fruktansvärt vacker.

jack siegel har tydligen flyttat till new york. som om man inte blev tillräckligt avundsjuk av hans bilder tidigare..

jag vet inte vad, men något är väldigt fel i min kropp. trodde först att det bara var min panikångest och helt självorsakat men något är inte som det ska. men på tal om självorsakat så orkar jag inte få ont i magen varje gång. gå sönder konstant för minsta lilla grej. jag lär väl ge migsjälv magsår. fan vilken dramaqueen jag är. igår tänkte jag tills jag mådde illa och kunde inte äta på hela dagen. är det såhär det kommer vara? hur orkar man?

den här killen är så fantastisk att jag inte vet vad jag ska ta mig till! älskar.

polaroidfilmen dök upp idag (lagom inför nordpolen osv).
dessutom är dom här på väg hem till mig nu:

som så ofta så undrar jag vadfan jag håller på med. seriöst, hur funkar jag? jag förstår inte. VARFÖR fungerar jag såhär? beter mig allmänt ologiskt och som om jag vill framkalla de värsta möjliga situationerna? orkar verkligen inte hålla på såhär längre. snälla bara ge mig nåt piler eller något som gör mig till en normal, vettig människa? jag vill inte.
(tror förresten att jag är frisk nu. men vad hjälper det, egentligen? nu när jag varit sjuk har jag åtminstone haft en ursäkt för att vara så värdelös. nåväl. jag gör vadsomhelst. underhåll mig, snälla?)

ibland fotar han tjejer också, delvis i FÄRG dessutom. Hedi Slimane.

förra veckan var betydligt bättre än genomsnittet, insåg jag igår. därför fick jag givetvis mitt straff idag. vaknar med ett huvud som DUNKAR av smärta. öronen och halsen. jag förstår inte? blir sjuk extremt sällan men alltid ska det vara ÖRONEN OCH HALSEN!? febern och mensvärken från helvetet fick jag som bonus, antar jag? tack tack. nu går jag och dör.